mmmyourcool
[info]omgzzroxy
fuck people and starting shit over livejournal
this is a place for me to express how i feel about shit
so new journal...friends only

http://ohhfuckass.livejournal.com

WAHmbulance
[info]omgzzroxy
main thing about me you need to know if your a guy is i say shit to make it seems like it doesnt hurt. because if you keep it bottled up it does hurt less. i want to be with you and im willing to adjust for it but you just think im an alcoholic and someone that plays head games with guys. thing is...i dont play head games. i let whoever know what the fuck is up.

i asked you out because i knew that was the only way i'd stop myself from going after someone and your the first guy i actually care about that cares about me back.

yeah your COOL
[info]omgzzroxy
two whole days and its over
three month promises are shit
i wanted to break up with him
but he got to it first

it feels sooooo damn weird getting broken up with
even if you wanted to do it
this is the first time ever

really bad weekend
hopefully tonight makes up for it

(no subject)
[info]omgzzroxy
verns a bitch
dont spread shit thats not true about my friends

asked matt out lastnight
...he said yeah

yup got hella job applications with jessika today from the mall
party tonight

fuckity fuck fuck FUCK
[info]omgzzroxy
i dont know what im doing
i feel like im losing grip
everyone puts me on such a high pedestal
especially guys
JUST DONT
cause ill fucking trample your ass =]

this song makes me )

DIG A DITCH AND BURY THE BITCH
[info]omgzzroxy
jessikas making derick, alex, justin, and me food
yummmm
shes my personal chef fool

todays been chill
i wanna get DRUNK
8 beers down...didnt feel shit
except the worst tummy ache


this is bill
eugene killed bill yesterday =[


i love my life

hella people ended up showing up at jess'
so much shit happened tonight
hella black people beat jessika, matt l, and eugene.
im so glad i wasnt out there
i wouldve tried to fight and gotten my ass whooped fool

i dont know what to do about him right now
im soooo fucking lost fool its ridiculous and jess knows how i feel

ROFL
[info]omgzzroxy
got drunk at pierces with jessika, eugene, nick, megan, domonic, matt, and john

eugenes mad at me =[
bahahahahaha im sorry
you get payback on my ass

britney i thought you were coming over?
your all talk

milk,milk,lemonade...
[info]omgzzroxy
hungout at jessikas with derick, matt and alex

adult swims fucking weird
&& pee wees playhouse is the reason why kids my generation have ADHD

i do like you
dont second guess it
im sorry im so shy

job interview tommorow @ 1
genes bringing me. hes scared ill get raped if i walk in fairfield.
visiting jessika afterwardssss

your coming to my house to kick my ass?
do it LMFAO
are you mad because ryan tried to make a move on me and i denied him?
dumbass

matt
[info]omgzzroxy
i do like you
im just weird at showing my emotions =/
and i dont like when people look too much into what i say
if i didnt want to talk to you or i didnt like you
you'd know
but i do like you <3

(no subject)
[info]omgzzroxy
i wanna re-do my whole life
im not happy with who i am right now
and no i dont mean the fucking alcohol shit

im so happy. i love my life. srsly dood.
[info]omgzzroxy
im sooooooooo drunk
habagalulah
fool
i love brooke except for when she kicks me out of rooms for some guy
fuck that shit dood
hah i have two new key phrases
guess what they are...
ROFL
this is a test to see how well you know meeeeeeeeeeee :]

fuckfuckFUCK
[info]omgzzroxy
housekeeper changed her mind
shes telling on me
owellz fool
hah im catching something
&& megan i found your vodka

ryan and steven came over lastnight
ryan didnt say one word but steven was an ass to me
i dont know how they knew i was having a party
or why the fuck they'd come
i have 4 people on my hate list
&& their two of em

(no subject)
[info]omgzzroxy
i fucking hate ryan and steven
wtf fool wtf
this shits not cool
ryan hella tried to make a move on me a week ago and i wouldnt do shit

there was a party at my house
someone left hella vodka behind =]
i dont know where the fuck jessica is
=[ i had a convo wirh jeremy
he feels the same way about her as i do about him
he knows exact;y how i feel its crqzy

(no subject)
[info]omgzzroxy
hahaha best party ever dood i love it
more people are coming too fool

(no subject)
[info]omgzzroxy
matt scared the shit out of me lastnight
i was wasted and he told me someone was trying to break in
i love having the house to myself
but i hate being alone in it. like right now.

john and i talked lastnight were friends
im tired of the whole fight because it was really stupid
i cant remember what we talked about
except that he wants to be as close as me and eugene are

sooo yeah i have to go clean and get dressed

(no subject)
[info]omgzzroxy
i feel kind of stupid for lastnight
i hate showing affection towards guys because i seem like some boy crazy bitch
and i dont know anything that is considered cute is pretty much impossible for me to do
because cheesyness is disgusting to me
hah rambling.stop.
i got him to give in lastnight on kissing me though
&& he says he likes me too
just hopefully i dont get fucked over again

you can tell i like someone if i consistently talk about them to my 3 bestfriends ♥

im still drunk
it hella carried over fool
wtf

(no subject)
[info]omgzzroxy
i hella like matt
he gets me giddy
noone gets me giddy
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dont wanna fuck this up =]]

fuckity FUCK
[info]omgzzroxy
i like how he wouldnt even kiss me lastnight because i was drunk and he didnt want our first kiss to be that way
first time i got rejected while trying to make a move and it was cute

but i mightve fucked it all up lastnight

i just want to be friends with him
but when im drunk it seems like thats not true
i was fighting with him earlier
about to punch him in the face
how the fuck does that lead to sex?
i didnt want shit to do with him lastnight
i dont know what the fuck happened

i hope matt understands im not that type of girl
i dont hookup with random guys
i dont play head games
im not a slut
and that just isnt how i am
=[

SAY HONEY, SAY HONEY
[info]omgzzroxy
"who does he think is nasty, and ugly?
like everybody else?
watch the fuck out, i swear to god.
im not afraid of you.
....
your nasty.
your ugly.
and i fucking hate you.
i really fucking do."

from:

your calling me ugly?!
i know im not the prettiest girl around
but i know im sure as hell prettier then you

i needa watchout?
what were starting this over again?
i'll fucking beat your ass
your a twig honey


blog uno )

blog two )

look at me now
[info]omgzzroxy
i dont like getting followed
or having people literally stop in the middle of busy ass streets and try to holler at me

they werent even ghetto ass black guys or mexicans
i dont give a fuck if that sounds racist

but today scared the shit out of me
i thought i was going to get kidnapped and raped